Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I am, but now I think I might be miscarrying. I'm so hurt and almost insulted right now. I am a good person, and I felt that after losing Evangeline and keeping my faith and leaning on God, He would have more mercy and not allow us to conceive another little angel we couldn't keep. That was even my deal with Him before we got pregnant. I said the same prayer over and over. "God please give me a healthy baby. I will wait as long as I need to, to get pregnant, as long as I can keep the baby. Please don't let me conceive another baby we can't keep." Ugh.